Awaken, child.
Do you feel sinful? Answer honestly. Your dishonesty is easily sensed. You must feel sinful, because at your darkened core, that is what you are.
Harken, child. Do you see now, child, the heavens splitting apart and casting down upon the Earth a glaring ray of light? Do you hear God shriek? He is resentful of you, child, acrimonious of your abhorrent ways.
There is a reason you are alone now, child. You have done wrong in your life, and disobeyed our Messiahs. You've basked in the fires of Hell under the belief that it was the sun, and now you will bathe in it if you cannot behave, child.
Now, child, can you hear the cornets ring out? Do you hear the roar of calliopes caught inside of your head? You will for a very long time, until you ascend to the plane above, and watch as the Messiahs bring about a holy commotion. It is only destiny, fate, and there is no point in rebelling against it anymore, child.
God is far away, farther than you and me. But if you can learn how you must act, child, if you can repent...perhaps you could take His place on Earth.